I nearly died!

Post by **Kaylee** » Thu Oct 26, 2006 5:34 pm

Brendocon wrote:You realise you can't drive that till you get a number plate, right?

{steals your soul}

scrummy!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Oct 26, 2006 10:20 pm

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Lamely-named dubious insurance ad actor wrote:I had a car accident involving noone but myself and I survived unscathed.

This was my old car:

And this is what I was given through Krudco Insurance:

So, call Krudco now and see how fast you can crash. You'll be surprised!

Krudco Insurance are not responsible for any accidents incited by this advert, nor are they at all liable for any injuries and fatalities sustained from said accidents.

Post by **Kaylee** » Thu Oct 26, 2006 11:04 pm

?

im confused, is that an insult/joke?

sprunkner · Post by **sprunkner** » Thu Oct 26, 2006 11:24 pm

Predabot wrote:That's one hardcore car. I'm pretty sure with some replacement of a few choice parts, one could make it run again.

Immagine that, drivin' on the freeway with something like that? Keerazzy.

Also: Sprunkner got run down by a pickup-truck?! How does that work? I only thought stuntguys, or spider-man, had the reflexes to dodge down enough to be unschathed..

I rolled under it. It was snowing, so the truck was going slower than usual for a freeway.

Funny story in hindsight: I was in that wreck with my recently exed girlfriend of (on and off) three years. The driver was one of my best friends and clearly digging her. We got in the wreck, yay, happy, I'm alive-- all those amazing feelings Karl has-- and then they got together two weeks later.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Oct 26, 2006 11:39 pm

Karl Lynch wrote:?

im confused, is that an insult/joke?

Meant to be a joke, and a bit of a compliment on the new car...

Must be something to do with it being a few years since I watched the ad breaks during Countdown, or something.

Oh well.

Post by **Kaylee** » Fri Oct 27, 2006 7:08 am

its ok, long as you care

I just confused is all

Post by **Kaylee** » Sat Oct 28, 2006 3:17 pm

And to make the week even better, I've just got my bisexual self dumped by a girl who's been giving me hassle for weeks. Was fine before summer vacation, came back ignoring my messages and being off. Has been insisting everything is alright and making me feel like I'm insane (and triggered my massive depression a few weeks ago). Reassured me last week I was her lover.

Ignored me after I walked away from a crash that should have killed me.

Is now going to accept marriage proposal from other boyfriend.

Dumped me last night.

She dumped me through one of her housemates and I found out that last tidbit from a friend who had been sworn to confidence.

Not very often you get your heart broken three times in succession- dumped, dumped through a stranger and... well.

Kind of rips you up.

[composite word including 'f*ck'].

Why do I even bother. It always ends like this. Now I'm honestly starting to wish the crash had done its job, but [composite word including 'f*ck'] it I know in the end I will shine brighter than all of them. Maybe they deserve each other. Maybe one day they will both look up and see me shining bright and realise.

Until then I just have to get over it. I find holding your head in your hands and murmering '...struth...' sums it up pretty well.

I reiterate. [composite word including 'f*ck']. The most I've ever loved anybody and they treat me like that. I expected so much better.

Yaya · Post by **Yaya** » Sat Oct 28, 2006 3:55 pm

Thank God Almighty that you are alright, Karl Knievel.

Dylan · Post by **Dylan** » Sat Oct 28, 2006 7:26 pm

I'm so glad you survived, Karl! I seemingly am watched over a guardian angel myself all the time (or a luck imp), I'm glad you have one too.

Sorry to hear things are rough in other departments... anyone who treats you badly should be hellishly damned. They are fools, Karl, you deserve much much better. I wish you good fortune, and therefore you may borrow my luck imp for a week.

(I'll lend it to you for a bit longer, but I'm sure that without it, I'd be really, really unfortunate. Luck is my oxygen. But I can hold my breathe for a while, so have fun!

)

Scraplet · Post by **Scraplet** » Sun Oct 29, 2006 1:45 am

woah! Well, glad to heard you're ok.

sprunkner · Post by **sprunkner** » Sun Oct 29, 2006 5:14 am

Karl, I went through a similar thing with my accident (a wonderful life-affirming experience followed by months of crap). Just remember that everything you felt is still valid, and life is still precious and beautiful no matter what. I guarantee you'll find someone better for you who appreciates who you are. Peace and good luck.

Gekigengar · Post by **Gekigengar** » Mon Oct 30, 2006 4:31 am

yeah, I haven't posted in awhile, but glad to know you're still with us in the living... btw, I would not mind giving you're guardian angel a bottle of coke... or a tall cold seven heaven (3 piece ingredient: 7-Up, Orange Juice and Cranberry Juice poured equally and mixed).

Jazz · Post by **Jazz** » Mon Oct 30, 2006 5:11 am

wow thats crazy glad your ok.

Post by **Kaylee** » Mon Oct 30, 2006 9:19 am

cheers guys

I have a feeling this week is going to be bright.

Pissin' Poonani · Post by **Pissin' Poonani** » Mon Oct 30, 2006 3:20 pm

Chin up, dude.

I find it hard to say this stuff without feeling like a gigantic cliche machine, but these things happen for a reason. I'm in no way saying that it doesn't hurt, but if I read it right, she dumped you for her other boyfriend after you nearly lost your life? If I may be frank (it's ok, you can still be Karl), you're better off without her. I don't know if you were aware of the other guy, but regardless, she had two blokes on the go and that was never going to end well. I understand you have strong feelings for her, but try not to beat yourself up over someone who clearly doesn't deserve you in the first place.

I hope you don't think I'm out of line-you've helped me out tremendously with this kind of thing in the past, and I'm just trying to return the favour-I apologise if i've got any of this wrong.

Speaking from personal experience, when ever I've been dumped it always seems to be that I see that person as being this perfect, together, completely desireable being, and in my head I become the exact opposite. One of my favourite sayings is "it doesn't matter how pretty/intelligent/good in bed etc she is, somebody somewhere is fed up with her s*it"-always makes me smile, and serves to remind me that I can get through the hard times, as long as I'm willing to be patient and not blame myself for everything.

Sorry for the ramble, hope you're ok.

Post by **Kaylee** » Mon Oct 30, 2006 3:52 pm

That's a good little quote

The relationship thing is a big mess- but its a 6 of one and half a dozen of the other type mess (in fact in the final analysis she may be more culpable than me).

I get the strangest vibe that we're not through yet... I'll have to wait and see.

And yes, I believe all this happened for a reason too.

Post by **Best First** » Mon Oct 30, 2006 4:54 pm

Pissin' Poonani wrote: Speaking from personal experience, when ever I've been dumped it always seems to be that I see that person as being this perfect, together, completely desireable being, and in my head I become the exact opposite. One of my favourite sayings is "it doesn't matter how pretty/intelligent/good in bed etc she is, somebody somewhere is fed up with her s*it"-always makes me smile, and serves to remind me that I can get through the hard times, as long as I'm willing to be patient and not blame myself for everything.

man, i really needed to read that today, i'm having a total relapse at the moment.

Pissin' Poonani · Post by **Pissin' Poonani** » Mon Oct 30, 2006 5:30 pm

Best First wrote:
man, i really needed to read that today, i'm having a total relapse at the moment.

Anything that you want to talk about, Chief?

Post by **Best First** » Tue Oct 31, 2006 3:32 pm

Pissin' Poonani wrote:
Best First wrote:
man, i really needed to read that today, i'm having a total relapse at the moment.
Anything that you want to talk about, Chief?

dunno, seem to be still hankering over things that ended 2 years ago. quite severly as well.

seems a bit trite in light of this topic

Post by **Kaylee** » Tue Oct 31, 2006 3:47 pm

No worse than me worrying about things that ended last Friday night- if you've still got feelings and they hurt the timespan is a bit irrelevant imo

Post by **Kaylee** » Wed Nov 01, 2006 11:48 am

I go to see the psychiatrist on Friday.

Hopefully I can start getting some help and, since there's no way in hell I can work with my emotions like this, maybe some financial support.

Always knew one day I'd end up in the psychiatrist's chair..

Post by **Best First** » Wed Nov 01, 2006 3:03 pm

nothig to be ashamed of, if anything you should be proud of yourself for facing up to the possibility you may need and benefit from outside help, its something a lot of people fail to acknolwedge and they are more or less universally worse off for it.

I hope it helps, your a good guy and you deserve a fair punt at life.

or something.

Take care

love

Me

Metal Vendetta · Post by **Metal Vendetta** » Wed Nov 01, 2006 3:17 pm

Karl Lynch wrote:Always knew one day I'd end up in the psychiatrist's chair..

Then he asks you to get out of his chair and to sit on the couch, right?

Good lucks - it's a position I've been in occasionally. You'll be fine.

Impactor returns 2.0 · Post by **Impactor returns 2.0** » Wed Nov 01, 2006 4:58 pm

I saw a shrink for about a year, a few years ago, best thing I ever done.

Im not sure I thought it helped me at the time, im a cynical git as u probably all know but a few choice words stuck with me, and I didnt feel so alone with my problems. It also helped me to gain perspective on what was bothering me, and not in the old "thier are kids dying in frica, so what have u got to worry about" type scenario either but more looking at my own life, comparing what I had going for me and where I could take myself as a person.

I used to find it took me at least a week to properly digest this information but like i say, looking back, it really did help.

all the best Karl!

Shanti418 · Post by **Shanti418** » Wed Nov 01, 2006 6:28 pm

I wish I had the funds to see a psychologist.

Some days, I'm like, "You know, you're an intelligent, attractive, well read guy who treats people well and who's about to finish a college education. You like helping other people, and your empathy is off the charts."

But other days, I'm like, "You know, you're a passive aggressive insecure **** whose entire life is regulated by drugs and a worsening sexual compulsion. You're losing your ability to function in society, and you could stand to lose a few pounds, that's for damn sure."

Post by **Kaylee** » Wed Nov 01, 2006 9:17 pm

Yes, I shall go... hopefully they can help me. I will always be... 'special'... but I'm feeling so black right now. As I told the doc today, you just find yourself wishing that the car wreck had finished the job.

Post by **Kaylee** » Thu Nov 02, 2006 12:58 pm

just 24 hours until they see me... it hurts all so much, im just wishing i was dead... ive just got to last 24 hours...

Post by **Kaylee** » Fri Nov 03, 2006 5:11 pm

they just want to see me again next wednesday for more stuff...

i thought they were going to help me... this is going to take weeks and i hurt now...

ive got to go five days now before they see me again

they just said if i get low to call their emergency number. I want them to help me!

Post by **Best First** » Fri Nov 03, 2006 5:20 pm

call the emergency number - there should be someone trained on the end of the line.

also try and understand that this is not going to neccessarily be a quick process, but it will be worth it.

take care buddy.

Post by **Kaylee** » Fri Nov 03, 2006 5:23 pm

when it really comes again i will... i feel miserable and very very alone right now... no girlfriend, no boyfriend... just me. when it really hits (as its going to, i can feel it now...) ill call them and then they can see me when im really miserable, since that seems to be what they want!!