Good day/Bad day

Post by **Best First** » Tue Jan 31, 2006 9:36 pm

Start of day: stub my toe on a door and rip off my small toe nail.

End of day: find £400 in an account of forgot i had.

shizzle.

Impactor returns 2.0 · Post by **Impactor returns 2.0** » Tue Jan 31, 2006 9:47 pm

good day - had sex with a loverly girl this morning.
bad day - had 3 hours of physics this afternoon.

IronHide · Post by **IronHide** » Tue Jan 31, 2006 10:19 pm

Bad Day: Had take a test in Consumer Behavior that I didn't know I had.
Good Day: Took a giant dook that was so releaving I took a nap.

Oh and if I stub my toe when i wake up, I just go back to bed cause the day is ruined......

Hound · Post by **Hound** » Tue Jan 31, 2006 10:20 pm

Good day - I was hypnotised last night to help me lose weight. Today I have been very careful with what I eat. I do not put this down to hypnotism though, but it makes me feel better anyway.

Bad day - My car overheated on the way to work. I think the head gasket has gone for the 2nd time in 3 months.

Bad day - I called a meeting with one of my minions to address some conduct issues. This woman has had problems with management, mostly historical before I even got the job, she has decided to raise a grievance against me and dispute all of my documented concerns from the meeting.

Brendocon · Post by **Brendocon** » Tue Jan 31, 2006 10:35 pm

Good day: The Burley cleared Rory Delap out of St Mary's. Yay.

Bad day: We still lost at Plymouth.

Good day: Got round to episode one of Smallville 5. Shockingly, it's quite fantastic.

Bad day: My torrented file of episode two is corrupt and the ones I try and get in its stead give me a tracking error. boo urns.

Amnesia · Post by **Amnesia** » Tue Jan 31, 2006 11:07 pm

Good Day: Since I'm finally done with exams for this term I could finally relax for a day with a clear conscience.

Bad Day: Since I'm finally done with exams for this term I was a lazy arse all day and didn't get anything useful done.

Eline · Post by **Eline** » Wed Feb 01, 2006 7:23 am

Bad day: lost my warm winter gloves. And it's cold.

Good day: went to the sun studio (sp?) so I feel warm and sunny and have a very subtle tan

saysadie · Post by **saysadie** » Wed Feb 01, 2006 7:49 am

good day: I woke at nine and made a big ol' breakfast consisting of pancakes, home-done orange juice, toast, and pineapple slices for the apartment. Then I spent the rest of the morning puttering around the house, doing laundry, singing and putting a bunch of music on my mp3 thingy. And my landlords said I could get a bunny without having to pay the pet deposit.

[somewhat] bad: I just watched a taxidermy program on TV that's put me off of my tea.

KingMob · Post by **KingMob** » Wed Feb 01, 2006 8:12 am

Good day: There was sod-all to do at work and I got to sing along to 3 Richard Cheese albums at the top of my voice.

Bad day: The new guvnor is instituting new, pointless rules that are making life more difficult for us and are giving the company no appreciable gain. Plus they are being a **** about giving me Valentine's Day off, forcing me to play the 'going over the guvnor's head to the guvnor's guvnor' card.

angloconvoy · Post by **angloconvoy** » Wed Feb 01, 2006 11:15 am

For yesterday:

Good day: sorted out my council tax so I wouldn't get overcharged.

Bad day: Now have to pay said council tax.

Metal Vendetta · Post by **Metal Vendetta** » Wed Feb 01, 2006 11:19 am

Good day: Got round to S1 of Battlestar Galactica
Bad day: shedloads of work to do

Hound · Post by **Hound** » Wed Feb 01, 2006 12:32 pm

Good day - Car only cost me £50 to get fixed.

Good day - My 29 tear old friend, has just finished a year long prison sentance for a crime he commited when he was 12, and he just called me as he was on the train home

Optimus Prime Rib · Post by **Optimus Prime Rib** » Wed Feb 01, 2006 3:39 pm

good day http://tcruiseko.ytmnd.com/

bad day Jessy is in the hospital. almost lost the baby

divebomb · Post by **divebomb** » Wed Feb 01, 2006 4:51 pm

Optimus Prime Rib
Posted: Wed Feb 01, 2006 3:39:pm Post subject:
good day http://tcruiseko.ytmnd.com/

bad day Jessy is in the hospital. almost lost the baby

Oh no, I hope she's ok buddy

Metal Vendetta · Post by **Metal Vendetta** » Wed Feb 01, 2006 4:53 pm

Optimus Prime Rib wrote:bad day Jessy is in the hospital. almost lost the baby

Gah, just found out my Nan is is there too. Hope everything's ok at your end.

Optimus Prime Rib · Post by **Optimus Prime Rib** » Wed Feb 01, 2006 7:11 pm

shes fine now. about to come home.

saysadie · Post by **saysadie** » Thu Feb 02, 2006 4:30 am

Bad day: found out that somewhere along the way I've developed an anxiety disorder related to school and triggered by being inside a classroom.

bad day: Found this out in the classroom. When I quietly became unable to breathe normally, began shaking incontrollably and nearly had my heart jump out of my chest. I was so shaky I reached for my coffee and instead of picking it up, I ended up knocking the cup to the floor. I didn't last fifteen minutes in the classroom before I had to leave. That, now... that was freaky as hell. Not to mention frustrating.

good day: according to the school counsellor I saw, it's treatable.

bad day: School counsellor recommends I withdraw from school, go into counselling/consider correspondence instead. I do not want to withdraw, I do not want to do correspondence, but see no other choice. I want that class. I want to go to school.

You've no idea how ******* pissed off/disappointed I am at/with myself right now.

Eline · Post by **Eline** » Thu Feb 02, 2006 7:54 am

take care sadie. *hug* But if you tell them you really really want to go to school, maybe they can still help you?

Good day: showed some initiative at work and did something very useful which I enjoyed doing too.

Good day: bought lots of nice coloured paint for the house. Going to start painting on Saturday, hopefully.

Bad day: am so very tired because of all this, I'd like some sleep and weekends in which I can do nothing. Been spending lots of time in DIY stores and in a not finished house instead of on the couch with tea and the Dragonlance chronicles.

Pissin' Poonani · Post by **Pissin' Poonani** » Thu Feb 02, 2006 12:44 pm

saysadie wrote: You've no idea how ******* pissed off/disappointed I am at/with myself right now.

Don't be Sades-no one asks for this (trust me, I know).

I'm no doctor, but in my experience running from the problem (in this case, dropping out of school) only makes the problem worse. I'm not saying pretend nothing is wrong and try to carry on as normal, but don't give in completely. It's horrible to go through this, but you can beat it.

Try:

here

-it's the General Anxieties Forum on the OCD board that I use-it may help.

I can't give you any answers, but I've a long and chequered history with my own anxiety problems so if you ever need a friendly ear, I'm more than willing to listen.

Take care.

saysadie · Post by **saysadie** » Thu Feb 02, 2006 5:43 pm

But if you tell them you really really want to go to school, maybe they can still help you?

Frankly, I'd rather sever the tendons in my legs that keep me upright with a blunted butter knife than walk into a classroom at the moment. Which bothers me, as I do want to stay in school and don't much like being this afraid of something so irrational... but no. Asides, she said that it was "probably too late in the year" to find a solution other than the ones she provided, which were drop out and seek counselling.

Pissin' Poonani wrote:
saysadie wrote: You've no idea how ******* pissed off/disappointed I am at/with myself right now.
Don't be Sades-no one asks for this (trust me, I know).

I do too. PTSD is in the same category, I think-though I never came out and said anything or talked to a psych about it [shaky self-diagnosis is speculative at best, I know-but it fits] I've suspected I've been dealing with it for awhile. And I have dealt with... probably not in the way I should have at first, but it's managable now. Though I'm pissed off about this school thing, I'm not really beating myself up over it like I was yesterday.

running from the problem (in this case, dropping out of school) only makes the problem worse. I'm not saying pretend nothing is wrong and try to carry on as normal, but don't give in completely. It's horrible to go through this, but you can beat it.

I fully intend to beat it.

And I agree... though I don't see leaving school [this time anyway] as running away, I actually agree with the counsellor. Though it's hard to admit that I have a problem, I need professional help [heh], and though I don't want to quit, if I'm going to get this class with the marks I want I'll probably have to do it through correspondence. If I did it in the classroom dealing with this at the same time would just be a distraction I don't need.

Try:

here

-it's the General Anxieties Forum on the OCD board that I use-it may help.

I can't give you any answers, but I've a long and chequered history with my own anxiety problems so if you ever need a friendly ear, I'm more than willing to listen.

I've got a plan in place for dealing, and I'm not overly depressed [just pissed off that what I've planned is going to take a bit longer than I thought it would]... But thanks a lot, man. It's nice to know that there's someone "nearby" who knows what a pain in the ass it is to have a problem like this, and a place to check out if I have something related to that I need help with.

Take care.

you too.

And now...

Bad day: need to drop out today, and take all those lovely books I was looking forward to using back. Bah.

Good day: I get to keep the Post Sec monthly transit pass I bought, and my student ID means I'll probably be able to buy them at the discounted student price for at least the next five months. Whoohoo!

Post by **Best First** » Thu Feb 02, 2006 6:04 pm

good luck Sades.

Impactor returns 2.0 · Post by **Impactor returns 2.0** » Thu Feb 02, 2006 6:42 pm

Sades I have lived with what you describe for about 10 years now, its somthing i havent shared on here before, ive only ever shared it with counserlers and psychatrists.
I could talk forever about the feelings and how I have begun to round the corner.

If you would like to talk I cant tell you how much I really know what your going through.

Take Care x you can win.

The Last Autobot · Post by **The Last Autobot** » Thu Feb 02, 2006 11:34 pm

saysadie wrote:Bad day: found out that somewhere along the way I've developed an anxiety disorder related to school and triggered by being inside a classroom.

bad day: Found this out in the classroom. When I quietly became unable to breathe normally, began shaking incontrollably and nearly had my heart jump out of my chest. I was so shaky I reached for my coffee and instead of picking it up, I ended up knocking the cup to the floor. I didn't last fifteen minutes in the classroom before I had to leave. That, now... that was freaky as hell. Not to mention frustrating.

good day: according to the school counsellor I saw, it's treatable.

bad day: School counsellor recommends I withdraw from school, go into counselling/consider correspondence instead. I do not want to withdraw, I do not want to do correspondence, but see no other choice. I want that class. I want to go to school.

You've no idea how ******* pissed off/disappointed I am at/with myself right now.

Well treatment by Internet is not advisable but you can think a few things for the moment (If you want, and can)

How long has this been happening?
What triggered those emotions?
What did you feel in the moment before everything exploded?
Was it something that you saw, felt, heared, a certain person?
What did you feel after?
What do you earn by having an episode like this?

But dont quit School, it would probably worsen the situation. And look for direct help. Anything else would only stop things for a moment but not solve it.

Take care

jboyler · Post by **jboyler** » Fri Feb 03, 2006 12:50 am

Bad Day: Told to pick up the litter around our barracks.

Good Day: Find $20 on the ground while I'm at it.

-J

saysadie · Post by **saysadie** » Fri Feb 03, 2006 7:57 am

guys-thanks. Much, much much.

The Last Autobot wrote:
But dont quit School, it would probably worsen the situation. And look for direct help. Anything else would only stop things for a moment but not solve it.

Too late. But am registering for correspondence, so it's not really quitting. And I'll be seeing a counsellor for it.