anyone else having

Jazz · Post by **Jazz** » Thu Sep 15, 2005 2:00 pm

trouble sleeping at night? last few weeks i have not slept good feels like iam up all night and then i pas out and wak up at 7am and feels like i only had liek 2hrs of sleep.

Metal Vendetta · Post by **Metal Vendetta** » Thu Sep 15, 2005 2:02 pm

I wake up a lot earlier these days, usually 7:30/8am without artificial aid. Then I lie in until 10 before starting work

Jazz · Post by **Jazz** » Thu Sep 15, 2005 2:08 pm

guess it's just old age getting to me they say the more older you get the less you sleep or do i have that the other way arround.

Brendocon · Post by **Brendocon** » Thu Sep 15, 2005 9:38 pm

Metal Vendetta wrote:I wake up a lot earlier these days, usually 7:30/8am without artificial aid. Then I lie in until 10 before starting work

I tend to wake up at about quarter past 8.

I leave for work at 8.

I hate you.

sprunkner · Post by **sprunkner** » Fri Sep 16, 2005 2:29 pm

Metal Vendetta wrote:I wake up a lot earlier these days, usually 7:30/8am without artificial aid. Then I lie in until 10 before starting work

I could call and get you up just as I'm turning in at midnight here.

Post by **Best First** » Fri Sep 16, 2005 2:49 pm

i'm having trouble sleeping at the mo - ex gf head f*** stuff.

gah.

need a bird.

Metal Vendetta · Post by **Metal Vendetta** » Fri Sep 16, 2005 2:55 pm

Best First wrote:need a bird.

Impactor returns 2.0 · Post by **Impactor returns 2.0** » Fri Sep 16, 2005 3:00 pm

Best First wrote:i'm having trouble sleeping at the mo - ex gf head f*** stuff.

gah.

need a bird.

**** init - you would think that Alex would have taken my mind of my Ex, but it didnt happen. even tho Alex is so much prettier, kinder and generally a better bird *see MV's post* im still feeling lonely without Andrea (my Ex) and I really miss her... im worried about her, and god [composite word including 'f*ck'] knows....

dont need this before Uni in 9 days.

Post by **Best First** » Fri Sep 16, 2005 3:10 pm

Metal Vendetta wrote:
Best First wrote:need a bird.

problem solved.

Mark

Hopefully Uni will give you something else to focus on.

i seem to osciallate between being ok, missing my ex, and thinking she is a bitch. fun.

Metal Vendetta · Post by **Metal Vendetta** » Fri Sep 16, 2005 3:28 pm

Best First wrote:i seem to osciallate between being ok, missing my ex, and thinking she is a bitch. fun.

Yeah, that happens. Hopefully at some point something will happen or someone will tell you something about her and you'll realise that it was never meant to be and you've been deluding yourself all this time and then the healing process can begin properly...

...for example the moment for me with ex-Mrs. V. was when I asked one of her friends how she was doing out in Mexico. She said: "Oh, she's fine. He's bought her a dog, a little yappy thing, not a big one like she wanted."

Then I realised, in quick succession:
1. I would never have bought her a dog. And if that's what it takes to make her happy then obviously I would have failed in that respect.
2. She lives in Mexico. If she wants to move back to the UK the dog will either have to spend six months in extremely expensive quarantine, or she'll have to leave it behind with someone there, or, I don't know, kill it or something.
3. She wanted a big dog. Considering she weighs 6 or 7 stones, how the hell was she thinking of controlling an animal that would probably be bigger than her?
4. I hate dogs.
5. I hate people who want to own big dogs, especially when they would be incapable of controlling the damn thing if it decided to toss the neighbour's kids around like rag dolls.
6. I'm so glad I have no part in her life any more.

I wish I'd learned all that a year ago, it would have made things so much easier. But so it goes...