Moving...

Impactor returns 2.0 · Post by **Impactor returns 2.0** » Mon Apr 18, 2005 11:46 am

I understand the ex/head [composite word including 'f*ck'] thing....
I can see where your comming from tho, you talk it puts things to rest, at the same time you question why you are both obviously attracted to each other and get along so well.

Im at an earlier stage then that where I sit about thinking shes sleeping with lots of guys, which is bloody illogical but I cant help it, self torture.

Anyhows im not sure how bad it is between us, I didnt sopeak to her all weekend after she made it clear she didnt want to hear from me again, so today ive started the leaving flowers on her doorstep campaign.

I got an email back saying 'thank you x' - which was better then '[composite word including 'f*ck'] off leave me alone' which I got friday.

I replied with 'x' which was simple enough I thought.

So ill keep leaving them there and running off, it Might just get me somewhere, it might not, perhaps im just setting myself up for a big fall again. its hard when you have been getting along so well you were deicussing moving to a new house together, and 2 hours later your world was ******.

god knows, one day ill work for Aston Martin, and be rich, with a fancy car, and have suave, yes suave I tells you!

Post by **Best First** » Mon Apr 18, 2005 1:50 pm

Impactor returns 2.0 wrote:I understand the ex/head **** thing....
I can see where your comming from tho, you talk it puts things to rest, at the same time you question why you are both obviously attracted to each other and get along so well.

yep

Im at an earlier stage then that where I sit about thinking shes sleeping with lots of guys, which is bloody illogical but I cant help it, self torture.

yep. feeling a lot better about that after the weekend though.

Not sure about the flowers thing - i know it may hurt but may it not be better in the long term to give her space to figure out what she really wants? If you in any way influence her decision how can you, or indeed she, really trust it? I know its not that easy though.

Good luck mate and take care.

Impactor returns 2.0 · Post by **Impactor returns 2.0** » Mon Apr 18, 2005 1:54 pm

Your right you know, ill just have to leave things be I guess.
Head [composite word including 'f*ck']! - why cant I just have an emotion chip like Data does?
*bad feelings off - click*

Post by **Kaylee** » Mon Apr 18, 2005 8:10 pm

Those feelings are an awful thing to deal with.

It's very unfair of me to say this, but if I were in your situation with her I would not leave her anything. I'd cut it all dead and be done with it, on the understanding that she brings me nothing but pain and misery in the end.

That is of course coming from someone without full knowledge of whats happening and also not emotionally involved.

You need to think with a clear head and make good, informed choices for your own well being as well as your heart and not feel that sensation like your hearts being wrended in two just because you did what was best.

If you ever figure out how, let me know.

Impactor returns 2.0 · Post by **Impactor returns 2.0** » Mon Apr 18, 2005 8:12 pm

When I get a clear head ill tell you that, untill then [composite word including 'f*ck'] knows, my head hurts...

Hound · Post by **Hound** » Mon Apr 18, 2005 8:15 pm

*hugs for Paul and Mark*