I am finding this weekend really hard

Post by **Best First** » Sat Mar 12, 2005 6:44 pm

I'm trying to pack up the flat so i can move on.

Everything reminds me of her.

And then i get upset.

and then i want to call her because thats still my instinct when i am upset

but that would be stupid. And i hate that that is stupid, and i hate that i'm not over it.

And to cap it all off my Dad has decided that this weekend is insensetive oik weekend (so yes, genetic probably).

s***.

sorry

Tired Tracks · Post by **Tired Tracks** » Sat Mar 12, 2005 7:14 pm

Good luck man, moving on in multiple ways all at once is really hard to do. My best advice is to just do it fast and be done with it, if you can.

bobaprime85 · Post by **bobaprime85** » Sat Mar 12, 2005 7:43 pm

Hang in there Besty. Nothing lasts forever, not even the painful stuff. So far you're handling things admirably, considering. It's not stupid to still have those instincts, you're just still adapting yourself.

Wish you the best.

Pissin' Poonani · Post by **Pissin' Poonani** » Sat Mar 12, 2005 7:53 pm

Sorry Paul.

It's a horrible thing to have to do, I know, but once it's done...well, I'm not going to say you'll feel better, but you'll have taken a big step in the right direction. May not feel like it now, but letting go is the hardest part-hopefully once this is out of the way and you don't have this big reminder of your life together still around you can focus on yourself and your future.

I find it really hard to write this, because to me it all reads as being very cold and uncaring which isn't my intention at all. I really do wish you all the best mate-you're an awesome guy and I hope that soon you'll be looking forwards to all the new possibilities that are ahead of you.

Take care.

Post by **Kaylee** » Sat Mar 12, 2005 7:57 pm

I'm ashamed to say it but I'm so wrapped up in other garbage atm I can't think straight enough to say anything meaningful pauly

{hugs and cuddles}

be good sweety. I'm rooting for you.

Dylan · Post by **Dylan** » Sat Mar 12, 2005 8:50 pm

Hang in there, Paul, in time, you'll feel better. There will always be a sting, but it's going to get better.

You take care too, Karl.

Hound · Post by **Hound** » Sat Mar 12, 2005 10:48 pm

You cant be expected to get over this so quickly, you were together for a long time and did a lot of growing together.

If you need to chat matey, you know where I am.

Impactor returns 2.0 · Post by **Impactor returns 2.0** » Sun Mar 13, 2005 1:25 am

ate I would say somthing, but my EX has just gone to London tonight (sat) to do somthing i prolly dont like.

to top it off, i found out today i didnt get on my uni course, that i had done my maths might school class for. so i feel like a total prat about now, oh and angry too...

Post by **spiderfrommars** » Sun Mar 13, 2005 1:38 am

Guys, all I can do is wish you the best. Things will improve.... one day the pain will be a memory. Strive for that.

Post by **Denyer** » Sun Mar 13, 2005 6:06 am

We cleared my Gramp's place just before new year, after he passed on. Reminded me of moving out of places in uni. 'S just walls without the people—and there will be people and good times along the road, so it's worth taking the time to pause and close a chapter before moving on to the next. Every bit of what you're thinking and doing is worthwhile, even if it doesn't feel it right now.