got plastered.. ddint even get a thank you from my boss.. always nice. the guy who got promoted to be my second in line got e,ploytee of the year because I got it last year. everyone cheere. I feel he deserved it, but a frucking thank you would habve been nice. She didnt even say anythuing to me after th partyty. Then I get told by a drunk employee that he thinks "You do a good job, but youre not a good manager because you try to trust people" ,Myabe hes right. Mayeb I should say [composite word including 'f*ck'] all these people that work for me. I hate them, I dont really care if they hate me. God I think i just really hate myself. Im glad I have no clue where my shotgun is. Im in THAT kind of mood. I ate being lonely

I lov all you. Youre the onlyt ones hat understand me. I get treated like a social outcast becase of my lov of an 80-s toyline. WTH. Im a hard worker,. Im a decent guy. All I want is people to be nice to one another and respect one another. But I guess there is no place for that in hbusiness.
I cantwait to open my own restaurant. I just need a silent partner to help with capitol. THEN Ill show em. I hve my dreams and plans laid out.
anyway I lov yall. thank you for always making me smile. Thanks for alwaysmakng me geel needed and loved. I know Im a bg dork for this, but yall really mean alot to me.